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  • Jan. 6th, 2010 at 11:47 AM
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Hello guys!
its funny... wen u r down, u have all the time in the world to crib about it and pull urself down and get in touch with ppl!
but when you're on a high, u get too busy to get in touch with people and most importantly you never have enough time to enjoy the "feel good" moment! did it make sense? not sure! but i think it's completely unfair!!!!

yep, life's looking up again!! :D it's getting better and hope it will keep getting better by each passing day!
my baby niece is BEAUTIFUL! simple plethora of mindless english words would never ever do any justice to describe HOW beautiful my lil princess is! i think I'm falling in LOVE again!! :)

hope you all have been good! when parents r not around, lots of things come out of the closet and u have to face it ALL ALONE and trust me it doesn't really make a pretty sight! got to learn lots this vacation. LOTS i mean!
missed mom-dad a lot! dad's back from US and sis has sent me lots of stuff(yet again!) ;) hahaha
lots of new stuff!!:D and a NEW MOBILE TOOOOOOOO!!!!!! :D SAMSUNG CORBY PRO!!!!!:)
love love loooove my new baby! :) still learning but it's great!! :D totally worth it!!!! 

alright off i go. 
bbye guys!
 

organising photos

  • Jan. 2nd, 2010 at 12:33 PM
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Organising photos right now.
so many to take care of! 
US trip, mobile photos (around 800!), photos from last year infact. 

this year im gonna organise photos on a regular basis.  one of the resolutions im looking forward to follow religiously!
just got inspired by someone. thank you. 

year 2009 in question and answers

  • Jan. 1st, 2010 at 12:08 PM
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01 What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before?
lots of things. too many to list and some better not be disclosed :)

02 Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
yeah, wishing everyone close to me on their birthdays without forgetting.. i think i did a pretty good job!

03 Did anyone close to you give birth?
Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) my elder sister Amruta. my baby niece is the prettiest baby i have ever seen!!:D and im head over heels in love with her!!! her name is Maahee btw :) :) :)

04 Did anyone close to you die?
Yes...Silku, my pet dog. my biggest loss so far. and a few others. it's been a traumatic year that way.

05 What countries did you visit?
U.S of A!!!!!!! :) in summer 2009.

06 What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
more friends and less of foes lol. and LOTS of love and LOTS of opportunites!!

07 What dates from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
22nd January. 26th may. 5th june. 26th july. 11th november.

08 What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting promoted to being a Maasi. :)

09 What was your biggest failure?
Umm.. nothing major i think.

10 Did you suffer illness or injury?
Nope, thankfully!!

11 What was the best thing you bought?
My frocks :D those floral knee length frocks. and everything i shopped has to be good so yeah!

12 Whose behavior merited celebration?
My boy P. and My 2 best friends - R and P!!:D

13 Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Lots of unwanted elements in my life! i mean LOTS.

14 Where did most of your money go?
Eating ;)

15 What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Ohhh to begin with my trip to NEW YORK to visit my Sis!!:D , my final year of college and the biggest of them all, me looking at my baby niece's photo for the first time!!!!! cannot express that moment.

16 What song will always remind you of 2009?
a couple of songs from ajab prem ki gajab kahani, "give me some sunshine.." from 3 idiots, unconditional love - VB, songs from love aaj kal etc etc

17 Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? Happy happy happy cos i got a baby niece. and sad cos i lost my Silku in jan.
b) thinner or fatter? Lol.. no hope there! still the same!
c) richer or poorer? my dad = rich. me = poor ;)

18 What do you wish you'd done more of?
less of sleep and more of productivity!

19 What do you wish you'd done less of?
Crying and being emotional. I think I need help there.

20 How will you be spending Christmas?
Nothing special.

21 How will you be spending New Years?
a nice time with my extended family :)

22 Did you fall in love in 2009?
Yup.........:) :) with my baby niece!! and kept falling in love with my boy every now and then!:D

23 How many one-night stands?
Lol.

24 What was your favorite TV program?
Oh My GOD..dont get me started!! i hate to admit this but im a big time TV freak!

25 Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Yeah.

26 What was the best book you read?
The secret.

27 What was your greatest musical discovery?
errr

28 What did you want and get?
Expected a miracle by the end of the year and it did happen :)

29 What did you want and not get?
direction.

30 What was your favorite film of this year?
love aaj kal, 3 idiots, paa, new moon etc etc

31 What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
time well spent with closest of friends. age eh?? ;) I turned 21!

32 What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Presence of my family i think!

33 How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
more of feminine when i needed to dress up like that. casual otherwise.


34 What kept you sane?
Everyone around me is insane!! so nothing! ;) who says i m sane?

35 Who did you miss?
My mommy cos she's in the U.S for major part. My Silku. every micro second.

36 Who was the best new person you met?
new eh? met quite a few but best? nope.

37 Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009:
Being strong and living life to the fullest cos life's too short to play small.

38 Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
Give me some sunshine, give me some rain, give me another chance, i wanna grow up once again! :)

sunshine ~

  • Dec. 29th, 2009 at 10:45 AM
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give me some sunshine.. give me some rain... give me another chance... i wanna grow up once again ~

give me some sunshine.. give me some rain.. give me another chance.. i wanna GROW UP ONCE AGAIN!!!!!! :)

dreams

  • Dec. 27th, 2009 at 12:13 PM
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sometimes u lose hold on something that means everything to you.
something that drives you. something that gives you perspective.
something that makes your life go upside down. something that gives you a reason.
for everything. to smile, to cry, to hug, to kiss, to cheat, to love, to hate, to hurt, to laugh, to grin, to
let go, to hold on to, to admire, to read, to travel, to meet the expectations, to fulfill, to move on, to breath and most importantly to "live".

then how come suddenly you forget what are you here for?
when your every heartbeat gives you the reason and gives you everything that you need?

some questions which always go unanswered..

Dec. 26th, 2009

  • 11:13 PM
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wanted to attend mid night mass this christmas eve. sigh.
didnt happen.
chatting with too many ppl online right now after a long long time. i mostly get online frm mobile otherwise - poor lil me.

and ok, fine..no one comment alright. nobody ok. just don. there's a bomb in my post which keeps everyone away right? fine. just stay away. AWAY.

ramblings.. mostly

  • Dec. 25th, 2009 at 11:20 AM
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hello.. so been lookin for company to go for 3 idiots.. the social scene is quite sad in pune n i refuse to meet ppl im not v fond of.. really, i like it that way!

wil be going tomorrow for 3 idiots..YAY!! thats one movie i really want to catch up on the moment its released! or maybe i end up saying this for every movie that releases :P

rest been chillin out at home.. going to goa in jan. yup its gonna be super fun. eat.drink.dress up like nobodys watchin.n drink some more n again some more. lol cant wait.. been adding nice chic dresses to my wardrobe alrdy n all sorta colors i wudnt otherwise dare wearin it in the city like shorts of dark yello, red, orange, parrot green, sky blue colors.. ;D its mostly going to be all girls trip. soooo looking fwd.

ummm nothing much otherwise. i heart Taylor Lautner btw! more than pattinson. but sigh.. hes like 4 years younger to me..tsk tsk tsk. cant believe there r ppl younger to me acting now - i feel soooo old!

im head over heels in love with my niece maahee. omg shes super duper cute. love her to bits n cannot stop looking at her pictures. the cutest n the most most most beautiful baby i hav ever seen. her first ride home was in a BMW.. lucky one i must say :D


anyway merry xmas again.. enjoy the christmasy dinner, im a veggie so i hav v few options but hey who says im complaining? i love it nonetheless. ;)
later

Its xmas eve!!

  • Dec. 24th, 2009 at 11:44 PM
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Hey guys!!!!! merry xmas!!!!!!!!! :)
I have got the bestest gift this christmas!!:D :D
thanks santa!!!! :) I know i have been a good girl! ;)
errr or maybe not! but santa has been too kind :)

how u been, guys?? *whoever is alive on LJ that is* Im twitter-ing but not much - just random i mean nothing intense as such!

alright be good all of you and make merry!!:D
ciao.

daily updates

  • Nov. 28th, 2009 at 12:47 PM
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I got back to Bangalore last week. i have been crazy busy attending college!!
:(

first few months all of us took it very easy but now after getting a wake up call, im back@attending college full time!:) midsems starting in 10days and i havent started studying yet! as usual hah!! Im giving SNAP too in december but my prep. isnt upto the mark infact nothing it all..wonder when will i get serious in life!:(

You know, isnt it funny how the other person can be responsible for making or breaking ur day?? its funny! why can't we be so strong in our own skin that no one else's opinions can even touch us?? we depend so much on others for our happiness and our grumpy mood that it makes me SICK!!

anyway i have been happy otherwise and not the way im putting it here but you know SMALL LITTLE things matter!! one time im so so sooooo happy that my smile would make anyone arnd me jealous (and it has!) but in no time I can be all upset and grumpy! I have been too hot temper wise since the past 2 days..and i dont understand why?

alright time to log out and ohhhhh HYATT is coming next week for recruitment!!:D I know it's tough to crack but Im going to give my BEST shot so that i don't dissapoint myself atleast no matter what the result!
Have a good weekend guys!!:)

hand in hand..(part 1)

  • Nov. 18th, 2009 at 2:07 PM
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It all started 2 and a half years back. it really makes you wonder how sometimes things work out for you. sometimes (just sometimes though) you're at the right place at the right time and for the right people.

It was my first week in Bangalore. all homesick and confused yet determined to make it big in the big BAD world outside. It was a phase of making new friends, new college, settling in, checking out places in bangalore on weekends, knowing my roomies better, making phone calls to mom every 2 hours, going in groups to get uniforms from majestic, ragging and u get the picture right? I must say, it was one of the bestest phases of my life. things went wrong a lot of times but everything was just so new that it was bound to happen and so i picked up the pieces, learnt from the experience and moved on quickly to get on the next adventure! :)


I wasn't someone who enjoyed 'drinking' as a social activity and hanging out in pubs and lounges was something that wasnt really something which occupied my weekends you know? but slowly, to not dissapoint ur friends and see that priceless smile on their face u go that extra step sometimes. and trust me, that extra step is responsible for my (extra) happiness in my life today! :)

We were lounging around in Bunker's on MG's on a sunday evening with some of our seniors whom we were meeting for the first time in our lives! For starters, I'm someone who would say hi-hello and for sometime it's just that and nothing beyond that but once I know you, it's a different story ofcourse!! anyway coming back to bunker's, i was having my breezer and side by side was busy mesging my roomie who was sitting right opposite to me. lol. It was all dark with a few twinkling lights here and there and there was LOUD music - I remember "Gasolina" was the track which kept repeating every 20 min. There was this guy who was sitting on the couch - let's call him "P". I had noticed only him out of 10 other guys when we first met outside the pub. We exchanged glances for a second i remember. P was busy watching match along with his umpteenth glass of beer and I couldn't help but notice his cuteness even when he looked completely sloshed out. The seniors were laughing, drinking, singing and chitchatting. "boys talk" mostly. He was one of them too. His lose shirt which was half untucked and ofcourse his super lowwaist jeans did catch my eye and yes i wont deny that :P when he went out because someone called. He came back, and put his hand behind my couch. it was purely unintentional I know but I could feel butterflies in my tummy and that Idiot wasn't even aware that a junior who's sitting besides him is majorly hitting on him! ;) I cannot just CANNOT forget that moment. It was just perfect.
Strange connection at a strange place with a stranger. I knew at that instance, that we had a long way to go. somewhere, sometime i felt he would play a big part in my life. I know 5 min is too short a time but you know, it happens sometimes. You "feel" something at that particular moment and it has such a strong effect on you that it's difficult to ignore. I was lost in my thoughts and there he was asking me my name. I told him and asked him his. He joked whether it was my first time having a breezer that I look so groggy. I was like -"whatever.. that isnt funny" lol unwanted attitude n obvious indifference. how childishi i know! ;)

While having dinner with my roomies I declared "I think I have a crush on one of our seniors" in a very playful tone and all of us laughed, made fun and slept away to the glory. The next morning everything was forgotten except the strange connection.

Weeks passed by and I got busier with the routine in bangalore. Friends, College, Hanging out, sleeping, other activities, going home on long weekends.. everything was going perfectly normal. But meanwhile, my liking towards Mr. P was on the rise. I was aware that he was upto something with one of his batchmates (it was a she) and so I had decided not to rush into things at all.

But somewhere deep within me I had hope..






out of the box.

  • Oct. 22nd, 2009 at 6:34 PM
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You know this is the time of my life where I cannot stop thinking about what's stored for me in future.
My mind is working over time and making my life pure hell. No, I'm not kidding I mean I have stopped being "an easy going person" there's always something or the other to worry about even when there's nothing to get so fussy about actually.

I cannot sleep beyond 9am even when i call it a night post 3 am. "What next?" question keeps hopping inside my pea brain. I wonder, is this normal? I'm for god's sake 21 and I'm supposed to go with the flow right? then why am i being such a retard and behaving as if time is running out??

You know sometimes i feel taking Hospitality Management as a career option wasn't a smart move at all for me. In the past 3 years, I have understood how the other side of the hotel works. and I just know mine is not the so called "hotel" profile AT ALL. As a guest, the hotel always looks inviting but if you're thinking about working then it's an altogether different story ofcourse! For interviews though, I'm opting for "Front Office" department. But you know what? I really don't want to work in Hotels. No, it's not my calling. It's just not.
I can't imagine such kinda life.

I'm considering a serious switch altogether once i graduate. but the problem here is - college campuses. I'm gonna sit for a select few and i'm already awaiting the result of one of the hotels which i'm hoping would be positive. and im doing this only for the sake of investing 3 years of my life for hospitality management. i dont want to dissapoint my parents in ANY WAY. I'm seriously confused. I have a few options in my mind but im not really sure HOW to go about it. OH well.. this is one of the toughest phases for me as far as "professionalism" etc is concerned. Hope I get the signal from the almighty soon enough!

Happy Diwali!!!

  • Oct. 17th, 2009 at 11:32 PM
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wishing you all a very very verrrrry happy diwali!!!!!! :) 
I love this time of the year... its soo vibrant, colourful and such a "feel good" time!!!! :) 
wish this could last forever.. i mean f o r e v e r..

had a lovely time at home needless to say... have to go back to Bangalore tomorrow though! 
makes me sick - the thought itself! :( but got something important coming up so have to go!
 
will be back in pune in 2weeks though :D moms leaving for US.. excited about coming back home but will miss Mom loads.. 6 months is such a long time!!!!!!!!!! :( 

have to start studying - absolutely clueless about some subjects... have LOTS to catch up on!!! 
wish i could stay home and get pampered! sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(

anyway hope u all having a great time this diwali - the ones who's in India and the ones who're abroad... have a blast!!:D

missing last years Diwali.. sister's prewedding days... WOW! memorable.. :)
anyway take care you guys.




just becos im bored..

  • Sep. 24th, 2009 at 4:12 PM
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we have been bunking college a lot.. 
dont noe whats gotten into us.. its just too borin to go cos u noe theres hardly anything happenin in  coll these days.. gosh 3rd year is the most jobless of all the three years of our course really.. :(
its 4.16pm right now and feels as if  its 8 or something at night.. its been raining monstrously since last nite..
its just too @&T^@#&^&!!

anyway right now having a nice cuppa coffee nd njoyin the sprinklin water on my face blowing frm the windows...:)
crazy wind outside.. dont noe whether to appreciate it or curse.. 

anyway my roomies sis wants to use the lappy so me signing off..
gonna study  for GRE now for sometime.. 
take care dear Ljay..




an eventful long weekend!

  • Sep. 21st, 2009 at 9:17 AM
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so like i had mentioned in my prev. post that im looking fwd to do something different this weekend.. well yeah, i did end up doing many things i wouldnt have expected to get done at all! we had col. sports day on fri. and all of us were either a part of basketball team or throwball or long jump etc. we won a couple of games against our juniors and by the end of it all, i was just about fine with minor back ache etc. 

but unfortunately my 2 roomies had sprained ankles by the time we got back home! now since we all are away from our parents -all the responsibility fell on me!:)  I did all i c'd like applying the ice pack etc. since it was too late we cudn't go visit a doctor. anyway i will cut short the details and get straight to the main point. so yes, when i took them to a doctor the next day, one of my roomies thankfully had just a sprained ankle and nothing more to it. but R, my other roomie had her ligament badly ruptured!!! now she's under plaster for 6 weeks to come! Now i'm all busy pampering both of them!:) lol.. sometimes i feel like im their mom or something cos really when it comes to all this i become all homebody and forget that im also their same age!;)

today is also an off and i have woken up way before i had planned to!! this always happens with me! i can't sleep for longer hours wen i have my day off and i happen to oversleep when i have a class at 9 am! subconscious mind plays a lot of games u see!;) Having a nice hot cuppa coffee now and thinking of how to spend the day other than taking R to see the doctor!! 

and ohhhh btw i got spects!! gawd do i look like a complete nerd!!:( but i have got no choice.. my eye sight has gone so weak that my eyes hurt immediately after i remove my spects while reading, watching tv etc ageing perhaps????:P 

On other news, i am mostly going to U.S again in december!:) it will be fanalised in 2 weeks cos i need to look up my mid terms schedule with college before that! rest all good.. life has its own way of throwing shit but u gotta flush right!!! so me doing a good job!;)







of life being crazy!

  • Sep. 17th, 2009 at 11:58 AM
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It's funny how everyone has given up blogging! I'm someone who, now at this point of time wants to get back at it to keep a track of my own life happenings cos writing makes me look at things more clearly.
makes me sort out my issues in a simpler way. so i'm gonna keep it at.. for my own sake!

Right now in college cos got all the morning lectures off. forgot to get my chef-uniform for the afternoon session so i have to go back home again, get dressed up and come to college to attend my bakery practicals!! oh well so much for getting "descipline" back in life. if i had it my way, i would have happily bunked my bakery class!;)

Yesterday was one tragic day!! cannot ever forget such an experience. Now im laughing it off but yesterday at this time i was completely broken down and cudnt control my anger, fear or whatever it was! But the only +ve aspect - i got my lesson -the hard way! I have put it behind me and moving ahead with immense.. i repeat *immense* hope.

I'm going to be very hard on me henceforth. have taken things casually a lot in my life but iv decided to work on it. hope i dont let myself down! 

long weekend again starts tomorrow. I'm actually bored of having so many holidays!! Was planning on going home again but it did not work out. sooo... just thinking how to utilize the yet another long weekend that im lucky(?!!) to have starting tomorrow till monday! i hope... i just hope i dont waste it by getting up late, eating eggs and bread and then sleeping off again!!;) i hope i atleast do one or two things i wish to get done!

thats all for now. lunch time so bye bye dear LJay. it's a pleasure having you on board with me yet again after all these years!!:)

what do u suggest??

  • Sep. 15th, 2009 at 3:06 PM
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Ok so yes... like every ordinary final year student i have this HUGE dilemma in front of me...
Whether to work after graduation or opt for further studies right after graduation???

Im interested... let me repeat I'm obssessively interested in "marketing communications" or something along those lines.. even if i join hotels right now, I wouldnt even consider working for any four major depts. of the hotel.. it's always going to be either the "Sales & Marketing" dept. or Communications! If I Crack a decent campus then I'll definately consider working for a year or so and then go for say an MBA. a good mix of both(academics+work exp.) is always going to be beneficial for an MBA right?  

Its extremely tough to stay focused when u can have choices!! so much for "keeping options open"! How do you set your priorities straight without fearing anything?? 

But again yes, If i had it my way then I seriously wouldnt mind getting married right after graduation!!;) but well well the social responsibilities sadly wudnt allow me!:P So any suggestions?


after a long long time!

  • Sep. 15th, 2009 at 2:30 PM
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I dont have an internet access@home cos i don't hav the lappy yet. but dad is giving me one soon before both of 'em fly to New York.. :) or maybe i was thinking i shd wait till i start earning! iphone tops the list so lappy is still faaaar behind :P so let us see. 

3rd year that is the final year of college is extremely boring as in there's not much happening as far as academia is concerned! ever since i came back to bangalore from my blissful summer trip to U.S... there's something or the other happening in college but since past one week life has seen the MOST unproductive days of my life!:( need to buckle up now -high time!

We have campuses this year. as in campus interviews. they usually recruit us for an MT(management trainee) but considering the Global slowdown this past one year the campus scene looks a bit COLD for our batch! tomorrow is The Lalit Ashok.. still considering whether to sit or not! let's see.. cos i really want to crack Hyatt but no hard and fast rules though :) any good MT in 'these not so encouraging' times would be welcomed with OPEN hands!!!;D really have to start preparing for campus too -have been too lazy!!

gymming sh'd be happening too but i was down with terrible cold and cough for over 1 and a half weeks.. so the break spoiled everything!!!:( my routine is basically all screwed since first week of sept. there are tons of other things to be taken care of -but where's the energy??? :( 

planning to give SNAP too in december... got many ambitious plans but no plans whatsoever to start preparing for the same!!:P it's extremely annoying but i hope i gear up soon enough and start doing things the way they sh'd be done! 

and looks like everyone has given up blogging for good :) twitter has taken the web by storm!!!! im there too -but somehow not very successful @ updating it! cos its a real task to micro blog from my mobile! alright me off for now. will be hopefully be back with a big wide smile on my face next time i blog!! Have a good week ahead ~ ~









New Haircut!

  • Jul. 5th, 2009 at 12:45 PM
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So I have finally chopped off my hair and got a real short haircut done!
Well.. im hoping, really hoping that it would compliment with the blazer and skirt and well... my extra-round face!!!

I have everything new this time.. in a particular order.. right from my new haircut, to sunglasses, to new earrings/studs, to lipglosses, to NEW YORK pendant sorta in my neck, new tops, new perfumes, new darkpink wallet, new bangles, to leggings/jeans, new dark purple huge handbag, to new shoes... everythings BRAND NEW!!;) and hundreds of other cosmetics and shampoos!

Yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! and now hopefully a slightly slimmer me in a couple of months!
lets seeeeee :P

but again.. somethings never gonna change and so all in all ..its ALL GOOD!

Mystery..

  • Jul. 4th, 2009 at 12:06 AM
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Even when he doesnt tell me that he loves me on a daily basis

even when he doesn't bring me flowers unless and until i pay for it

even when he doesnt  really surprise me except my bdays

even when he gets insecure to the extent of cutting me off my friends at times

even when he yells at me at the top of his voice for calling him over and over again when i noe he's busy with something

even when he smokes insanely and doesnt listen to me

even when he sleeps early when i expect we would have a looooooong late night  phone call

even when he hates the idea of going to a nearby lake and sitting there in the middle of those typical couples

even when he's not even slightly romantic unless u remind him to be one

even when he ignores me while watching sports completely and doesnt reply to my texts

even when he plays cricket all day and forgets to call me

even when he makes me feel like complete shit at times

even when he calls me in the morning just because hes scared of me and not becoz he wants to!

even when he always and always and always forgets our anniv. and then pretends that he wanted to give me a surprise!

even when he calls me MOTI again and again

even when he never forgets to mention that m the most fake and dramatic person hes ever met during fights

even when he doubts me like a maniac coz of the most stupidiest of incidences

even when he's really not a big fan of dogs

even when he shamelessely stares at other hot chicks walking by and doesnt stop for minutes

even when he doesnt really get along well with some of my friends

even when he makes me cry

.....despite all that...

I feel he's the PERFECT guy for me.. and that we're meant to be together.
does this happen to you too?
It's been 1.5 years now and we're still going strong! haha who would have thought.. :)
Even after putting me through so much torture, he manages to wrap me in his warmth so easily.. its not even funny!

He's made an exception for me in many of the cases mentioned above though and i like that difference :)

Back!

  • Jul. 2nd, 2009 at 2:03 AM
Happy me!!:)
back to India..
happy but missing the good times

times spent with family even if its for a lil over 2 days, u get completely sucked into the family dramas and happenings, get wrapped under immense warmth and never feel like coming out and again face the world on ur own feet! its been 1 and a half months now i have been with my family and the very thought of going back to Bangalore well...isnt too encouranging!!!
 
life in bangalore is pretty good but again home is home!! 1 year of college left in bangalore... i desperately have to look out and start figuring out options so that i can be with my family atleats for a year or so after i graduate! and that too, before i plan something solid for myself like an MBA or something after 2 years! havent given it a thought yet as in the master's part... but let's see!

everything looks too uncertain and blurred right now. and everything else also largely depends on well... i guess its too soon to talk about it right now!!! so i will save it for later!:D

on an upside down, id be meeting P after so so soooooo long!!! loads to tell him... GOD cant wait!! distance really does work wonders -sometimes! its not always bad!!!:) it improves soooo many things! right now i feel exactly the way i felt in march last year! something i cant explain! and its funny how lil i have written about P here on LJ... I have always thought its something really precious and special to write about here! lets see i might just be a lil soft on myself!

sleep time.. my biological clock is screwed. need to get back on track before i fly out to Bangalore!
so good night folks!

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